3 rd DAY

It seems that the cold turkey is not assaulting me. My decission is so firm that I really don't miss it. The power of the mind is really amazing. Willpower can be so strong.... I'm glad about this new situation that has freed me fron certain ties, which I hope to last for the rest of my life. Undoubtedly, for many things, Where there's a will there's a way.

Recapitulating again, after loosen cigarrettes came the weekend packets, shared with my sister and accomplice, and rationated along the time, and also in space, which in this occasion was a sport club (curious contradiction) to which we used to belong. There, we used to know all the twists and turns, and in this hidden places we used to meet with the rest of the teenager smokers. We all knew that 'it was badly done', but the power of the forbiden is, even more at certain ages, what moves us forward.
Of course, many reponsible sporty adults knew what was happening underneath the grandstand or behind the sports halls, but it wasn't their problem, nor was the institution's, nor the advantaged citizens', nor the society's. This situation might have moved us even further away from those other mates who were well instructed by their parents, probably non-smokers,and didn't approve of that and tried not mix with those apprentice little louts, that we probably were for them.